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“Panty Perv gets spanked humiliated.”
This is an account of my recent highly enjoyable visit to Mistress Helen. If you ever feel the need to be under the control of a gorgeous dominatrix, great at role-play, with a sense of fun, who can also be strict and severe, then a visit to Mistress Helen Ryder certainly hits the spot.
I was supposed to be measuring up for a decorating estimate for Miss Ryder when she caught me sniffing panties from her washing basket. I was so engrossed that I didn’t notice her filming me on her phone until she barked “put those down you filthy pervert, and get in here! Now!”. She twisted my ear and pulled me into her work/play room. This was full of BDSM equipment: spanking bench, canes, crops, floggers, paddles, cuffs, ropes, gags, nipple clamps, and lots of other stuff I didn’t recognise.
“I’m Mistress Helen, a professional dominatrix” she announced as she slapped my face, “I have perverts like you for breakfast. If you don’t do that work for me for free, I’ll put this film will be all over the internet, with special attention for your wife and your boss. Do you want that?” I admitted that I’d rather she didn’t, and had to accept her demands. A few unpaid hours painting wouldn’t be so bad, and I hoped she would let me go.
“Not so fast” she said. “I’ve bought some new items, and I can try them out on you. Won’t that be fun?”. She didn’t wait for my answer. First up was a very large sissy maid costume. “Get undressed, and look sharp about it!” she ordered. When she saw I was wearing ladies panties with ‘PLEASE SPANK ME’ written on the back, she laughed, before obliging with a leather belt (“seeing as I’d asked so nicely”). I took them off, and she laughed even more at my chastity device. Forced to my knees, hands on head, I had to explain that my wife makes me wear the panties and device because she doesn’t trust me with female customers. “Don’t all wives do this?” I asked, but I just got another slap.
I was put into the dress, with matching panties, suspenders and stockings, a blond wig, and a frilly white hat and apron. “Very fetching” she said. “Give us a twirl and some curtseys”. I did as I was told. “Hmm. You’re about as elegant as an elephant!” she pronounced, as she put me in handcuffs, anklecuffs and nipple clamps. She ran another chain from my clamps to the ankle chain, so I could only take short mincing steps without pulling on my nipples. I was gagged with my own panties, held in my mouth by a bone shaped bit gag. “Sissies should be seen but NOT heard” she told me. Finally, a pink ‘SLUT’ collar with tinkly bells on was buckled round my neck.
 “You might look the part, but how good are you at chores?” she asked as she gave me a pink feather duster. She picked up something painful-looking that was like a short bullwhip with a dragon’s tail on the end, and marched me downstairs to dust her living room, casually flicking my backside with the whip as I did so. Ouch!
Dusting done and dusted, I had to serve her a cup of tea and then polish her shoes with the panties in my mouth while she sat and sipped her drink. By now I had been given quite a lot of penalty points for doing things either wrongly or too slowly. I was taken back upstairs, dusting the handrail as I went, and strapped to her spanking bench. She told me that 40 strokes from various implements, ending with 10 from a cane, should buck my ideas up. The cane was new, as she had recently broken her old one on another slave. I prayed she didn’t want to test this one to destruction too. It hurt, but the cane survived (and so did I) and I was released for my next chore.
My gag was replaced by a rubber penis gag with a dildo sticking out the front. (I secretly hoped she might sit on it and bounce up and down, but no such luck.) No; she taped a pair of panties on the end, and led me into her spare room, which was full of shoes and boots. Despite my predicament, I couldn’t help laughing at how many pairs there were. For this I was punished. She replaced my clover clamps with a similar but far more painful pair with much stronger springs, and told me I would have to wear them for at least 5 minutes. She then looked for the first clamps. I tried to tell her through my gag that they were still attached to my chains. For grunting out of turn, I was sentenced to 30 minutes in the new clamps. A bit harsh, but when she saw I was actually being helpful she relented, and reduced the time to 10 minutes. “Be grateful for small mercies!” she told me. I could only nod in agreement.
I polished the shoes, and then two rubber dresses, with my duster gag. She removed the clamps, and put me back on the bench for another 30 or 40 strokes before letting me up again. “Stand there, and DON’T look round”, she ordered, as she pushed my nose into the doorframe. When she was ready, she led me by my ear to the bathroom, where I had to clean the washbasin and toilet. Thankfully I could use the brush instead of my tongue!
For my final dose of discipline, she removed the penis gag, and put my dribble soaked panties back in my mouth, held in place by sticky tape. This time I was secured to the bench with wrist cuffs as well as leg straps. “Blimey, how hard is she going to hit me?” I trembled. Fairly hard, as it turned out, but in hindsight it could have been worse.
I was released, and made to curtsey several times, each one lower than the last, while thanking her for her correction. I had to promise to mend my panty sniffing ways, and she reminded me what would happen to the film she had taken of me if I ever lapsed back into my old habits.
With that, she told me to put my ordinary clothes back on. My only underpants were the soggy panties that had been used to gag me, but they did at least feel cool and soothing on my hot, sore, stripy red bottom. I half expected them to start steaming.
Pansy Penny

Corporal Punishment, Humiliation, Crossdresser, Role-Play, Strapon and much more!

I’ve also got back onto my healthy eating more juicing plan for a while and day 2 was a bitch!  The headache from hell (glad I had the foresight not to book anyone that day) I received a special offer for so decided to go for the 5 day soup/juice cleanse after my lovely meal out in Brighton (well Hove actually) haha at

Phew what a fun week that was 🙂

I would write more salacious blogs but sometimes I have writer’s block even though I would be writing about a session that has taken place I feel the words need to freely flow. So here are a few pics from the last week instead, some from sessions, a meal out with Slave Rod including a trip into Brighton, some new latex that I ordered a couple of months ago, enjoy!

Oh yes that is a head girl school girl pic for a special roleplay 😉 as well as the PC Ryder roleplay!








DSC_0636DSC_0637Day out with slave and visit to Brighton Twisted Market

I’ve had a great weekend with it ending with a visit to Brighton Twisted market, my fab CP slave slavva Rhodda has a naughty bottom that on occasions breaks canes so a restock was in order.  Slave picked me up at the time I demanded 🙂 and we went into Brighton and once parked up went off for some Sunday roast.  That’s of the roast potatoes and meat variety etc NOT something kinky for slave! Mwhahaha

After we had filled our tummies we went for a brisk walk to the North Laines to one of my favourite shops for a lovely tarten dress with sweetheart neckline 1950’s style and some new ankle boots and then into a vegan cake shop for the most delicious chocolate & aubergine vegan brownies.

A quick pitt stop to the car with new purchases and then onto the market…..

I marched slave straight up to Jacks floggers for a cane restock and also purchased a lovely new whip with a Dragon Tail.  I bought a shiny bling choker from Dream Visons and visited my mate Daisy at D Floggers.  It was nice to sit in the main bar and socialise over a pot of Tea with our vegan brownies and catching up with Fetish friends.  One of my friends was having her head shaved at the event in aid of Macmillan Cancer Support and she did brilliantly rising well over £1K in total with on-line and cash donations.  You can still donate here   so please do so VERY generously, even just a few quid will help, thank you.

After cheering scorps on and giving her new shorn head a wee stroke it was time to set off home as there was new kit to play with and my new whip has already become one of my new favourites 🙂

Slave then set off to his home with his heart/mind full, a spring in his step, welts on his back/bottom and his pockets much lighter 😉

Domination phone chats and emails are available to those who desire a top up in between real time sessions or some salacious chat prior to a session commencing.

It is also available to those who only want on-line or over the phone domination.

Keeping my rates very reasonable for actual sessions does not include high volume contact and chats as above you see.  You are most welcome to book phone chats, emails and text messages and pay in advance for them.  Note most other Mistress’s are in excess of £100 an hour and the average being £150 to £200 per hour!

Setting up a domination appointment usually involves three to four emails and that’s to be expected of course.  We also have the initial phone call as well as a proper chat once your deposit is paid and session due and then that’s the normal level of setting up a real time booking.

If you then want to spend time on the phone or on-line building up your excitement to the actual appointment then please see the rates set out below.

It is important that My time spent with you outside of real time sessions needs to be accounted for or I will not be able to offer reasonably priced sessions in the future.  I would need to raise my rates to account for all that time spent in administration.

All paid in advance, cleared payment direct into my bank account, details given after an introduction chat.

10 minute call £15

2 Emails going into explicit detail of the session or special instructions £30.

Text messages are £50 each, this is to detour you from texting as it’s NOT my favourite past time.

Mistress Helen X


roleplay and humiliation session

Written by slave S, spelling errors etc will be dealt with next time I see him!

So I guess I should start with my first experience of being under the power of a beautiful powerful goddess Mistress Helen after an email outlining my interests and a deposit for my first session ever after dreaming about it for over 10 years I had a short but informative conversation with Mistress Helen I was ready to visit 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~skip a week or so of self induced panic ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I called when I was outside Mistress Helens my heart was beating so very fast my hands were sweaty and my thoughts were moving at 100miles an hour I was given the all clear to arrive at the location my legs had turned to jelly and I'm amazed I made it to the door as the door was opened I was greeted with an amazing smile and a true goddess standing in front of me dressed in amazing high heels some wolford tights a short but not revealing skirt and a shirt she looked amazing I nearly dropped to my knees then although as it was my first session Mistress Helen wanted to go over my safe word find out more about my interests and set the scene for our role play 

I was a employee on the redundancy list and I had to do anything to keep my job it felt so real in fact a little too real I was scolded by my boss Ms Helen humiliated and put in my place as part of my new role in Ms Helens company I was instructed I would be cleaning her shoes and any other employees shoes that needed it and to keep my job I would have to use my tongue as the company would not pay for cleaning products as I could use my tongue to which I was ordered to my knees and made to lick Ms Helens amazing high heels she pointed out to me that there was mud on them and had accedently stepped in paint that morning and that I should make sure I get it all off . I found out that my staring at the girls nylon covered legs and heels had not gone unnoticed by all the girls in the office and they had a name for me the perv and mr blobby due to my fat ugly body Ms Helen pointed out to me that my life was under her control I would be doing a lot more for her in the future and the other girls in the office . After the shoes had been cleaned to Ms Helens requirements I was ordered to kiss and smell Ms Helens amazing and beautiful nylon feet and smell them I was asked if I needed a drink and my mouth was so dry Ms Helen allowed me to open my mouth and except her powerful spit it tasted so good in my mouth I started to crave more and realised that my new life would be in her hands I ment nothing to her just there for her amusement a toy to pick up and chuck down I was also told I would be locked away in chastity and I would only be able to cum in her presence when she allows this is far from my twice a day habit how will I survive I thought to my self I'm sure Ms Helen can read my mind as at this point she introduced me to her new machine Venus 2000 wow what an intimidating machine I was fastened to my seat and was used for Ms Helens amusement as the machine took control whilst Ms Helen made use of my erect nipples twisting them and pinching them whilst telling me who owned me and that my little clitty should enjoy this as it will be my last time and that if I cum I would be eating it all this was too much for me and before I knew it I was being made to lick my cum out of the reseptical after a few spanks on my fat bottom I was sent on my way craving being in Ms Helens company again I do hope Ms Helen finds some uses for me in the future and let's me out of this infernal cage

Corporal punishment for slave Rhodda

Homework task completed to write up a session and to add some fictional parts 😉

My first session with Mistress Helen exquisite and severe as it was, was preceded by a calming soft drink and a chat and culminated with a recuperative cup of tea. Possibly lulled by this not only was I a little late for my next appointment but slightly disorientated, I was so keen to attend I failed to call her as per the previous arrangement from the parking space and knocked straight on the door.

No sooner had the door opened and I entered and taken off my shoes than turning round I received four stinging slaps to the face, two right cheek. two left. “How stupid can you be” she stated. “”Are you incapable of following instructions and getting anything right. Get upstairs immediately, strip off and I want you nose against the wall, on tip toe and hands on head. And woe betide you if you can’t get that right.” I ran to obey as she shouted after me that she’d be up only when she was ready.
So quickly had events unfolded I was struggling to remember what Mistress was wearing. I was pretty sure it was the fascinating head prefect look, stiff tight white blouse, tie, black micro miniskirt revealing her gorgeous long legs in seamed stockings and high heels.
It was sometime before I heard the click of the heels enter the room. I knew it would be a mistake to turn round and also there would be no praise for having adopted the ordered position. I heard rustling of equipment and when told to turn Mistress was standing before me quietly tapping an evil looking two tailed tawse against her hand.
“Behave like a stupid boy and I will treat you like one. Six of the tawse on each hand” she barked. As instructed I put my hands out one at a time and received six thunderously stinging blows on each. Even that wasn’t enough to calm her temper. Mistress deemed that I had tried to pull my hands away on three occasions, so those three were repeated. At least I wasn’t stupid enough to try and argue even though I hadn’t moved.
Then, thankfully we moved to the session proper and I was collared, hand and ankle cuffed and had a dog lead attached to my collar. “Now slave” Mistress said while giving each nipple a devastating tweak, “I want you to lick my shoes and then my toes.” When I was on all fours before her,Mistress placed her foot across the dog lead so that, when she furiously pulled on it, the lead ran between toe and heel wedging my face against the side of her foot. In this difficult position I had to try and polish her shoes with my tongue. When she was either satisfied or bored by my efforts she ordered me across her spanking bench where I was tightly secured.
Mistress then chose a selection of canes, long with curved handle, short thin, short thick, stiff thick and her favourite palm frond, all of which she laid out where I could see them in the mirror. Without a warm up she worked her way through, twelve strokes with each. I very soon realised her asking me to chose one at a time did not mean I wasn’t going to get them all used on me. It was an agony and an ecstasy. At the end she said I had been wriggling too much and proceeded to tie up my balls and secure them tightly to the bench and also secured my collar so that I could not move my head. Then having blindfolded and gagged me she said she had emails to attend to and would be back to punish me later. I heard her heels click out and the door close behind her.
I waited for a while, welts throbbing deliciously on buttocks and thighs until eventually I heard the door and the heels tapping again on the wood floor, they stopped behind me and then silence. After an age suddenly a biting shock on my right buttock, I tried to cry out through the gag, it stopped and micro seconds later the same pain near but not in the same place. Six more times the same shooting pain followed by the ongoing trauma inflaming a small area.
When the agony eased somewhat I heard my Mistress’s voice saying “Now slave you have my brand and you are mine”
Finally she said I had done so well she would finish me off and give me twelve with her favourite riding crop with a star at the end in the hope of putting twelve star marks on me. These I had to count and thank her for.
Mistress then released me and she was again sweetness and light as we returned downstairs and chatted over a cup of tea before I went into the night and on my way beautifully glowing.

Sissy Maid Cherry roleplay and humiliation.

A new maid was due for an interview/session and in the sissy boudoir out lay her new uniform, stockings, dress, and black satin bloomers along with a cute frothy lace edged pinny.

The doorbell rang and Mistress Helen Ryder greeted the new maid who had no name at this stage and took her up to the sissy boudoir room.  Chatting away about past experiences and what would be expected of her today the maid looked quite nervously excited.

“I must confess Mistress Helen that I just want to be a ladies maid and wait upon her”

“Take off those manly clothes, and dress in these” Mistress Helen indicated the clothing pile and helped the maid ease on her stockings.  Not being sure if the bloomers would fit but they were in fact a perfect fit for the maid’s cockette.

“What size shoes are you sweetie?

“I’m an 11 Mistress Helen”  How very fortunate for the maid as a size 11 in low heeled patent court shoes was produced from a rack of shoes and slipped on nicely.

Mistress Helen expertly applied full make-up and then selected a cute wig with a gorgeous shade of strawberry blonde and little flicks and curls.  Placing the wig upon the maid’s head an Alice band was added, it finished off the look perfectly.

“Now stand up and give me a twirl and a curtsy” demanded Mistress Helen.

The maid did exactly as she was told executing a perfect curtsy too!

“Now look in the mirror my dear and look hard and I want you to think whether you might be a Joanna or a Cherry as your new name”

“I really don’t know Mistress” the maid said with her eyes downcast.

“I think you will be known as Maid Cherry from now on, it’s time for basic household duties so follow me”

Maid Cherry followed her new Mistress down to the kitchen where she was instructed to make the perfect cup of tea.  “I like my tea a deep golden, not weak, not strong and not too much milk so you had best get it correct”

Mistress Helen sat down on a chair and maid Cherry made the tea.

“Mmm a bit weak, pop the teabag back in for a while and if no improvement then you will start again” Mistress Helen Ryder was a hard task Mistress at times!

The tea was taken away and modified to Mistress’s liking and maid Cherry was instructed to carry out some shoe cleaning on the very shoes that Mistress had on.  “Plenty of licking and huffing on them before you buff them to a high shine, come on I want to see my reflection in them”

After the shoes were polished Mistress Helen indicated a high heeled pair of patent leather boots were to also be shined as they were required for a session the next day.

“Whilst you are busy cleaning I will choose a nice neutral colour for my nails, as you will be giving me a mini manicure maid Cherry”

“Yes Miss, I might not be very good though, but promise to try my best”

Mistress Helen returned with a bottle of polish, some pads and a bottle of acetone (just in case) and demonstrated how to paint nails.  Very shakily the new maid painted her Mistress’s nails, they didn’t look too bad but clearly the maid needed more practice so she was instructed to paint her own nails.

“Getting slightly better maid Cherry, ok now time to take it off” maid Cherry was given acetone and pads but made a mess of the removal with squeezing too hard and making a mess with drips of liquid falling to the floor.

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“You have earned yourself a spanking young lady” Mistress Helen indicated for maid Cherry to follow her upstairs and to bring a feather duster for dusting all corners of every room on her way and upstairs too.

“I’ve decided to allow you to pamper me some more first, you will wash my feet after I have removed my stockings and massage my feet and legs with this lovely massage balm.  Then brush my hair and massage my head with this special device and then brush my hair again”

Maid Cherry was kept very busy for some time with being on Mistress pamper duties and was clearly enjoying her new role, she hoped that Mistress Helen might forget the tea not being to her liking straight away and the droplets of nail polish remover.

“Mmmm that was very nice maid, now curtsey six times each becoming lower” and then over my spanking bench”

The maid lay across the bench and Mistress Helen pulled her new uniform up over her waist exposing the black satin bloomers.

“20 spanks on each cheek for making mistakes”

“Ouch, ouch” maid cherry wriggled on the bench with her little cockette rubbing against the satin bloomers she was becoming very aroused.

“Well what do we have here?  Is your little cockette growing in those bloomers you naughty girl?!” Mistress Helen picked up her vibration wand and teased maid cherry with it, teasing and teasing some more that oh dear too late what a sticky mess in the bloomers!  Oh dear the humiliation!

Maid cherry was instructed to wash them by hand in the bathroom sink, make-up removed and boring manly clothes returned she was sent on her way with instructions to return another day.

Maid cherry had an embarrassed little smile on her face and her little cheeks were glowing with pleasure.


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A recent role play that I won’t divulge ALL the details on this occasion, I was in 1950’s style attire with a full circle dress, petticoats and pinny and my “victim” William as the naughty school boy being spanked for his errant ways. His constant complaints of being made to wear shorts instead of trousers like the other boys (Oh the humiliation haha) and his flirtations with the girls. I do love a good role play when the other player is also fully engrossed.

Lots of over the knee spanking, then on to the punishment bench and strapped down for more severe spanking, tawse and then the cane.

One punished and very excitable boy later made a very sticky mess indeed when confessing to his naughty thoughts!





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